Forgiveness

I was desperate and not thinking right.
I was curious.
They were curious.
Then, it happened.
It was too fast.
It happened too fast.
Later, I felt guilty for letting them get close to me.
I should have stopped them to approch me.
It happened way too fast.
I was emotionally too weak not to let it happen.
I asked innocence in me for forgiveness.
Innocence in me asked me to do what I should do.
I did.
I made another mistake.
I was to desperate to think right.
I asked them for forgiveness.
I hope they will forgive me.