Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Movies on my mind 2

My family were there.  We were driving along the beach.  It was beautiful.  I felt the wind that came from outside of the open window.  It was the last trip with my entire family before I go back to the States.

I was somewhere looking like a campus of a university.  Very dark outside.  I was walking in the open space.  There was a stone monument in the center.  I was walking towards it.  I passed the monument.  Someone told me that there was a invisible line on which the stone was built.  He told me that I need to come back on his side, because demons will appear in a few second on the side where I am standing.  I listened to him, then demons appeared.

I was in a big house, looking for a guy called Adam.  I asked the housekeeper where he is.  She said he will be back soon.  I was also looking for a flowers I made.  I was trying to give them to someone.  While waiting on Adam, some guy talked to me.  He said he had a dream of me and the god walking togather.  He said it as if he couldn't wait for saying that to me.  I saw a white van outside of the window.  Adam is now here.

That's the end of the movie on my mind.

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Movies in my mind

I was walking o this road with my special friend.  Sunny beautiful day.  It was like a farmer's market.  But, instead of selling vegetables and flowers, they were selling bread.  The road was packed.  I enjoyed it.

Someone was showing me that he was interested in me.  He could see me only outside, not my heart.  Then I was looking at a mirror.  There were tears in my eyes.  My eyes were red.

I was with some people.  We were hiding on the coner of the street in a big city.  We saw a huge dinasour.  The entire city was paniced.  There were a huge person who was riding a motor bycycle.  He was as big as the dinasour.  I run and crossed the road  annd hided on the other coner.  There was a girl who I never seen.  She talked to me.  Sje told me I am special and I have to find the "key" to help the world.

Dreams are strange. 

Monday, August 22, 2011

Good

Good always wins.
I was in the darkness.
Now I see the light of hope.

Thunder Storm

I made a mistake.
I was emotionally weak.
As soon as I went outside, it started raining ..... very hard.
Thunder storm came.
An hour later, it was gone.

Later, I made another mistake and I was miserable.
I cried so hard as another thunder storm came.

I feel like they are feeling my emotions.

People

People look at me like I am from some other world..... as if I am alian or something.
They bow.
They ask me for signiture.
What's going on in this world?
Or is something going in me?
I don't know.
The world is just so interesting to me.

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Forgiveness

I was desperate and not thinking right.
I was curious.
They were curious.
Then, it happened.
It was too fast.
It happened too fast.
Later, I felt guilty for letting them get close to me.
I should have stopped them to approch me.
It happened way too fast.
I was emotionally too weak not to let it happen.
I asked innocence in me for forgiveness.
Innocence in me asked me to do what I should do.
I did.
I made another mistake.
I was to desperate to think right.
I asked them for forgiveness.
I hope they will forgive me.

Eagle

There is an eagle flying above the soulless field. He is weakened. His wings are torn. His leg is chined to the iron cage, forcing him to fly up and down, with the agony of broken soul. Yet, he keeps flying till he finds peace. He cried strongly but hopelessly, with a drop of tear in his eye. He is the most beautiful eagle in this world.



Never let go of hope.